Ok, I added in a couple of my old poems. Not my best work but, meh. I just thought i'd add something into my gallery.

I don't know why I can't just stay happy, just for one day. Today started off really sucky, but then it turned out quite great. I got to hang out with my best friend, who I rarely ever get to see and we just talked. It was awesome. She had some great news so I was really happy for her. Then I went and put myself in a disgusting mood again. I feel so stupid and annoying. I help my friends out and I love that, but I never am able to help myself. I feel selfish for saying this; thinking this, but it's true.

How can you truly love someone else and give them everything they need when you aren't capable of loving yourself in the first place? This is what i'm asking myself over and over again. So many people think that by going into a relationship, they will somehow change their look on themselves and begin to have self love. All they really are doing is bringing in vicious drugs to the relationship. Poison. But how do you learn to love yourself? It certantly doesn't happen overnight.
Just a personal oppinion below:
I hate hate. Hate towards someone or something is just a reflection of self hate or self loathing. If you have a problem with someone, it's probably because you see something inside of them you don't like, or that you envy. Hate = Envy, Jealously. When I find myself hating something I wonder 'why do I really hate this?". Then I think about it and I usually find that it's because I see something that I can't personally handle or understand. It's like being put in a foreign country alone and trying to learn that language on your own terms; or being dumped into the ocean when you don't know how to swim. Really, your out of your comfort zone. This is just my personal oppinion. If you disagree or have anything to add, i'm totally open to what you have to say.